mood: amorous

today's adventures

• i woke up to the doorbell; everday brenden walk to my house to get a ride to school, normally he would arrive at 7:40ish. i faintly renember mydream. there was a serial killer in my house. IT WAS VERY SCARY. i remember that. like, i didnt know where he was and was sneaking around very quiety trying not to draw attention to myself.when i was little i had a best friend, Jeanie Kim, who lived next door. i would come over her house most days and we would play till dark. she moved to cuppertino quite a while back. anyhow, for some unknown reason, she still lived there. my family made a mad dash across the stone wall/ steepes that seperated out houses.in my dream world our houses where much bigger. and her grandmother was still alive. anyhow. i was put into a small room by myself. thats when i draw a blank. next part of my dream, i was at my old school, exept in my 2nd period portable. i renmeber looking out and seeing the blue walls we play handball with. my class was having a party, with lots of food. steven ma was flirting with a white named christie and for some odd reason that really ticked me off. so, i went to wear Laurie was eating. who isnt even in my class... so im making a mint chocloate chip sundae and trying to get the whipped cream to come out when. dinggg! i relize immedietly that that is the doorbell and my dream dissapears. oh ! im going to be late! i turn my head to theright and read my green clock. its 750! and i jump off the topbunk and open the door.
• i had bedhead the whole day
  
• handing out Valentines and being careful because i only had ten ferrero rochers and didnt want to hurt anyones feelings...
• lugging around a full duffel bad, and my heavy messenger bag all day. i noticed most athletes have aquired a sort of limp because of the gear. mine was more pronounced because both the bags were hanging off my right shoulder. um, in my bag: aveeno lotion, swimsuit,googles,silicon cap, towel,jeans,sweatshirt,specialK ers,2 oranges,shampoo,conditioner, and other random gear.
  
• steven sent me a "sweets for sweeties" how sweet of him! thats really made my day after a hard practice. i ate it under the eave of a portable with the rain pouring all around me. it was dark and the lights were gllowing romantically. chocolate ! mmmmmMMMmmmm
• led lane 3 in our wet paper set. we actually finished it! i really pushed myself today. im really proud of myself. i got into a rythm of four strokes per breath and some nice kicks of the wall. hahha, apparently i have a prefect um, started raining halfway and everyone rushed to stuff their towels and stuff in the small office. i simply simply simply love to swim in this weather! sky is grey, rain was falling, pool lights were on. one of my est practices. plus, im a real night person so i was giidy and joked around with everyone. and you look out to the courts and no one is there. so awesome.
• after taking a steamy shower and gossiping with vicky i waited outside snug and warm. me and brenden feasted on the food i brought and split one of Olivia's heart tart cookie. i think, after pushing yoursef anything sweet taste like heaven. we talked with the rain drumming and therew tangerine peels into the river of rainwater as lucky boats. everything was glowing and beautiful.
  
• showered again in the dark, per usual, with a new candle: warm honey. used mom'c crabtree and evelyn body scrub, and new moistureology shampoo. im trying to use good products for my hair to offset the damage that chlorine can do to it.
• slathered on lotion. i love lotion, makes my skin feel so soft.
  
• handwashed my aritzia and anthropologie cardigans
• ate a big chunk of toasted baugette with honey. and a glass of milk
• im gonna do some art and aim now!